Meaning of self-murdering in English:

self-murdering

Pronunciation /ˌsɛlfˈməːd(ə)rɪŋ/

adjective

  • That commits or has committed suicide; suicidal. Also of a thought, action, etc.: causing or capable of causing death; deadly.

    Usually with condemnatory force.

Origin

Late 16th century; earliest use found in Edmund Spenser (?1552–1599), poet and administrator in Ireland. From self- + murdering.